man in my heart =)

he is someone who wants to catch me before I fall, 

but instead picks me up, 

he brushes me off, 

and lets me try again.

he is someone who wants to keep me from making mistakes, 

but instead lets me find my own way, 

even though his heart breaks in silence when I get hurt.

he is someone who holds me when I cry, 

scolds me when I break the rules, 

shines with pride when I succeed, 

         and has faith in me even when I fail...

dad, I love U soooo much...
~happy birthday...may Allah bless U.
long live, prosperity, successful n happy life forever =)

Today is his birthday...even though i can't c his face, (i had call him early morning)

I know, now he sad n I can see tears from his eyes.

Dad, I know, i'm not a good daughter... But, i always try to give u my all.....

~wOmEn~am i???

10 punishments against women who are shown to Nabi Muhammad s.a.w during Israk Mikraj:

Women who were hung by her hair, while the brain was boil (1).

- They are women who do not want to hide their hair from being seen by other men.

Women who were hung by their tongues (2), and hands out from the buttock (3), hot oil poured into the throat (4).

- They are women who like to huff her husband (with words).

Women who were suspended by their breast from the buttocks and the zakum water poured into the throat (5).

- They are women who breastfeed other children without the permission of her husband.

Women who were tied their legs and hands up to the forelock and coiled round by some snakes and scorpions (6).

- They are women who are able to pray and fasting but do not want to do, not wudhuk, and did not want to shower after their menstruation. They often leave home without permission and did not shower after menstruation and give birth.

Women who were ate meat while their body itself is burning (7).

- They are women who dress-up for other men and love to tell the humiliation of another person.

Women who were cut own body using scissor (from hell) (8).

- They are women who like to seek the attention of others by show-off her body.

Women who had head like a pig’s head and body are like donkeys (9).

- They are women who like to complain and lied.

Women in a form of dog and a few snakes and scorpions enter her mouth and go out from her anal (10).

- They are women who love to angry with her husband and denigrate the others.

“Indeed, there is no safe place from the persecution of women unless you stay away from them.”

SALT = sweet

if i'm not mistaken, last movie that i watched was AVATAR, 3D @ KLCC~with Shana & kak J.

last night, when 1 of my girlfriend asked me for movie, i was so excited! =) 

(even though dunno what movie would be at the top right now)

g.f :  "are u going wit your BAJU KURUNG?"

me : =)

~way to pavillion~ 1130pm-KL & jammed very synonym!

@ pavilion~ SALT or INCEPTION?

emmy : "Sorry kak, almost full. only got some seats in front" ~sigh

me : "could u please work on something?"

emmy : "I'l try to get this reserve seats for all of u. just wait for 5 minutes."

5 minutes later.....

emmy : "wait for another 6 minutes, kak. the seats doesn't open yet."

6 minutes later.....

emmy : "sorry kak. i can't lock the seats for u. FULL!"

(huh!)

y.m : "hello miss, don't worry, i'll get gold class for all of u. just smile & wait. 12.55a.m, i'll call u. 

(errr..... who's this young man?)

12.55 a.m

y.m : "miss, come & follow me."

g.f : "just prepare your RM50 to pay for gold class."

(huh!)

y.m : "miss, please be seated. anything u want? pop corn? coke?"

me : "mineral water, please...."

g.f : "hello, sis... mineral water?"

me : =) (plain water is the best water!)

few minutes later... 

two pop corns, two coke n one mineral water.

y.m : "enjoy the movie miss"

(haa?)

SALT @ gold class- pavilion ~F.O.C! (still in 'tercengang' mode!)

The best way to pay for a lovely moment is to enjoy it.

~thanks y.m =)

me= myself

g.f= my girlfwen(s)

emmy= counter girl

y.m= young man (who is he actually?)

ouch! it's HURT!

scissors~ are hand-operated cutting instruments~sharpened edges slide each other~

for cutting...cutting...cutting...

there something else that always stand behind the word S.C.I.S.S.O.R.S... 

what so-called "scissors in d folds" (sound weird-direct translation...ahah) or in BM, "gunting dalam lipatan".

as life goes on, so many things happen n all comes wit responsibility. 

i realize that, everything i do is affecting the people around me. 

BUT,

is't called a responsibility to responsible for things that might be not our fault?-that's what a life means 

(THINK SO). 

i know who it is, hiding n blend into that folds-make me the one that seem stupid!

don't u know its HURT me a lot?

if u can see bleeding from my veins, maybe u could stop doing these to me?. 

OR, NO!! maybe it make things worsen. 

"i lose my way

& it's not too long before u point it out

i cannot cry

because i know that's weakness in your eyes

i'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

everyday of my life

my heart can't possibly break"

S.C.I.S.S.O.R.S.~thanks for everything you've done to me.

juz a memo~4 myself

Living LIFE is soooo difficult... is't? 

it just..... no reason Y...

BUT

there is a choice OR maybe soooo many choices..

just for me,

learn how to accept suffering & to grow from it!

Remember the dream is yours!!!
So let it guide your way
And keep it alive with you each day.

 

  "The best day of your LIFE is the 1 on which U decide your LIFE is your own. No apologies or excuses! No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours~its an amazing journey~& this is the day your LIFE really begins."

 

from a small little step

tonight, he told me that...

its really hard to reach our destination...

so many things will make u stop,

thinking bout should i go back, or should i just keep moving forward?

& of course, there will be some choice(s) to come there...

by dis way or dat way?

BUT

doesn't matter where are u leading to, where u want to stop,

in each journey.....each destination...

u have to start from a small little step...

AKU dan KAMU

Aku diriku, kamu dirimu

Tiada kan serupa

Aku duniaku, kamu duniamu

Tiada kan bersatu

Khayalan dan juga fantasi

Penuhi fikiranmu

khayalan dan juga fantasi

penuhi mindamu

Bicara di bibirmu

Tiada kenyataan

Aku diriku, kamu dirimu

teguh di bumi nyata

Ku mencari

Sinar kejayaan

Di setiap penjuru hidupku

Aku duniaku, kamu duniamu

Tiada kan bersatu

khayalan dan juga fantasi

Penuhi fikiranmu

khayalan dan juga fantasi

penuhi mindamu

Bicara di bibirmu

Tiada kenyataan

Di hatimu tiada ketelusan

~~arill~~